It’s been 2 years now, almost. 2 years since I made the conscious decision to focus on books by women, in particular women writers who are women of colour, LGBTQ and/or from the global south. I wanted to push back against the books I was told to read as a kid and how I continued reading books by white men for years after. In an attempt to bring a sense of balance to the words and stories I consume, I am on this path of new learning and absorbing.
Here are few fictional stories I have enjoyed recently.
REVENGE by Yoko Ogawa. Short dark stories that spill into each other at odd and often unexpected angles, adding a lingering feeling of anticipation until the connections are made. The stories follow the theme of revenge but it’s not always straight forward. I love her simmering way of unsettling a reader. The atmospheres she creates are palpable.
After discovering Ogawa’s book Mina’s Matchbox, I would hesitate to share her books with friends as the book goes against my personal beliefs.
HER BODY AND OTHER PARTIES by Carmen Maria Machado. 8 short strange stories that centre LGBTQ women. The stories fall in and out of folklore, fairytales and urban legend. Although her tales are unsettling, it isn’t hard to recognise bits of ourselves in the scenarios she unfolds, which I guess makes it all the more troubling. I love how Machado tackles feminist concerns through horror, and fairy-tale elements. This is revealed in dazzling skill throughout the story “The Husband Stitch” which left me reeling.
“Why do you want to hide it from me?'
'I'm not hiding it. It just isn't yours.”
—Carmen Maria Machado
MAMMOTH by Eva Baltasar. A young lesbian frustrated and disenchanted by her unfulfilling job and relationships takes extreme measures to become pregnant. It’s a ferocious story. Intense yet delicate and sometimes hilarious. I admire how fiercely complex it is in its interrogation of motherhood, society, capitalism and patriarchy. An enormous achievement in such a slim novella. I read the kindle version but am now on the look out for a paper version to have and to hold.
DOMINION by Addie E. Citchens. A woman with her 5 sons and complete arsehole preacher husband. She is busy performing, living, giving life till she starts to wake up to what “boys being boys” actually means and how it crushes her life and the lives of other women. It examines the behaviour of women connected though the toxic behaviour of their men (husbands and sons included). There is a conversation I often revisit with my sister about how we imperceptibly or unconsciously shape children by the labels we attach to them as they grow. "Special boy” or “Weird kid”. These things have a way of sticking and sometimes they can spill out and reveal something no mother wants to face, but it is never a complete surprise. There are ALWAYS signs, but “boys will be boys”. As a mother of sons this book bites. There’s a whole lot of lessons and warnings here and many are uncomfortable ugly truths.
“It crossed my mind that just because you birthed somebody didn’t mean that you knew them.”
—Addie Citchens